I can’t stand the sight of you I thought this would be the day The day I finally fly off Off the hinge I tried so hard to keep myself in check It never works But you can’t say I didn’t try I fail to see the point of validation there I’ll convince myself that there’s a way A way to keep me sane A way to turn the pages back to how they were But it’s so damned hard when I see your face I can’t stand the sight of you or anything you stand for I anxiously await the day when the ground unfolds beneath your feet I can’t bear the things you say or the things you do I’d have better luck thrusting my head into a wall Now that I’m sure it’s not me, it’s you At least that’s what I’m going to try to tell myself I am sick of you It’s a battle in my head A conflict in my heart A voice that tells me get as far away from you I’m so done with you Now my head’s burst through the wall Didn’t quite give me the effect that I desired Yet the only thing that makes sense Make myself do it again I can’t stand the sight of you or anything you stand for I anxiously await the day when the ground unfolds beneath your feet I can’t bear the things you say or the things you do I’d have better luck thrusting my head into a wall So, I guess that’s just the way it is I can’t even fathom The thought of you makes me dread the days I can’t stand the sight of you I can’t stand the sight of you or anything you stand for I anxiously await the day when the ground unfolds beneath your feet I can’t bear the things you say or the things you do I’d have better luck thrusting my head into a wall

Have you seen what is selfless in nature Surely you know what you reap is what you sow You get by Every time Putting in bare minimum You would wait For the world Just to let you live your way Take a seat Rest your feet You’re sure they’ve worked hard for you Take a break Hold it back Let the rest pick up your slack Unapologetic You wash your hands clean And leave the scene before they even knew that you were here You know it’s true Yet you deny the fact You take a side Won’t change your mind I’ve watched this far too long And I know what you really are Trash Trash Worthless trash Throw it in the garbage can Leave it in a body bag Trash Trash You waste of space Living breathing talking filth Trash Trash Worthless trash Toss it in a pile of waste Wring it out and flush it down Trash Trash You waste of space Incompetent useless mass Don’t make me say it again Trash Why would you even try to wear a mask? You really think we don’t know that it’s you? Alright Forget it There’s nothing left to say When today is just a memory You know it’s true Yet you deny the fact You take a side Won’t change your mind I’ve watched this far too long And I know what you really are Trash Trash Worthless trash Throw it in the garbage can Leave it in a body bag Trash Trash You waste of space Living breathing talking filth Trash Trash Worthless trash Toss it in a pile of waste Wring it out and flush it down Trash Trash You waste of space Incompetent useless mass Nobody’s said it But we all know it It’s deep inside About to lose my mind I’ll be the first to say it to your face Trash Trash Worthless in the eyes of everyone You know it’s true Yet you deny the fact You take a side And you will not change your mind You show it in the way you walk I hate every thing you do Trash Trash Worthless trash Throw it in the garbage can Leave it in a body bag Trash Trash You waste of space Living breathing talking filth Trash Trash Worthless trash Toss it in a pile of waste Wring it out and flush it down Trash Trash You waste of space Incompetent useless mass I’ll see to it you know who you are

Take it back you backstabbing waste of skin Do it once and it’s my fault not seeing it coming Do it twice and now I know the blame’s on you Here I am taking tallies of your faults And somehow finding ways to pin the blame on myself I can only think of ways to make it look like it’s an accident I keep chalking it up to an honest mistake but I know crawling around in the back of my mind You’re not afraid to crack some bones Spine Breaker Back stabber Spine Breaker Stab my back Walk away Just ignore the pain you’ve wrought Cut my throat Turn your back You just pretend like it’s not your fault Stab my back Walk away Tear me down it’s all you know Cut my throat back stabber Let’s take it back to better days and let’s imagine better times When the joy you felt wasn’t hanging on my failures Now I only want the best for you but you just want it worse for me Give it up Give it up What is this It’s taking over you and now it’s taking over me A will of ill intent and the shadow of resent It’s swallowing me whole and I’ve already seen it in yourself Backstabber Alright alright here we go Back stabber Stab my back Walk away Just ignore the pain you’ve wrought Cut my throat Turn your back You just pretend like it’s not your fault Stab my back Walk away Tear me down it’s all you know Cut my throat back stabber You’ll never know what I felt The moment you betrayed my trust I’ll make sure you rue the day The day you made this choice Stab my back Walk away Just ignore the pain you’ve wrought Cut my throat Turn your back You just pretend like it’s not your fault Stab my back Walk away Tear me down it’s all you know Cut my throat back stabber

This hate will never die Outmeasures the wrongs of those Who opposed me and stood on my back This hate remains for me alone How am I not made to suffer? Why is it things fall apart? Imagine life sentence with the one you hate the most And then imagine being trapped inside their mind The worst is yet to come I guarantee My mind’s a wreck but you’ve yet to see The voice inside brings out the worst in me The panic comes I only want to leave My world falls around me I don’t need your help They tire of lending hands to one who lost it all Stand by and watch my fall I don’t need you Let me out Let me out I’m not over it Not over it Not over it Keep telling me I’m over it Not over it Not over it I’m not over it Not over it Not over it Tell me I’m not over it Not over it Not over it This is getting out of hand I’m out of ways to get this off my mind I tried to act like I’m used to it My mind reminds me that I won’t submit The pain I know I can’t get over it The panic comes I know I must submit Maybe I can teach myself to numb the pain Or make a better case to make it stay in the lane Figure out a way to treat my loss as gain Anybody out there? Anybody out there? Anybody on the edge of giving up and cutting ties with everybody but the body that decides The body was impaired in every way I’m not over it Not over it Not over it Keep telling me I’m over it Not over it Not over it I’m not over it Not over it Not over it Tell me I’m not over it Not over it Not over it This hate will never die Outnumbers the wrongs of those Who opposed me and stood on my back The hate remains for me alone I’m not over it I have no one left to blame so let it tear me from the scalp There’s not a single one of you that even if it mattered you could take a piece and flip it on its head I’m not over it Alright tear it up I’m not over it Not over it Not over it Tell me I’m not over it I cannot get over it Let me out

Did you just hear what you said? And now you act surprised All the eyes on you and you have no clue why Rough around the edges but you clean up nice It’s a miracle you made it this far I decided that I am giving up Your mouth is spiteful Untamed and reckless You can’t stand to take the hint
There is nowhere left to hide and no-one left to blame so keep your Mouth closed Face shut You don’t need more enemies so Clench mouth Bite tongue You have played the fool too long so Shut up Silence Give your breath some meaning and stay Locked up Stitch mouth Everyone would rather never hear you run your mouth Wild that you haven’t seen the way your words corrode and pry my ears Wash of disbelief and dread residing in my fears Tinge of doubt Sharpening It’s happening I know this will keep on keeping on Words are much too late Nothing left to seal your fate If at any rate Say it now ‘cause I’m irate Seal the lock Break the key End my suffering I am done and you are clueless to the point that keeps your Mouth closed Face shut You don’t need more enemies so Clench mouth Bite tongue You have played the fool too long so Shut up Silence Give your breath some meaning and stay Locked up Stitch mouth Everyone would rather never hear you run your mouth I’ve seen you shed the veil of ignorance once before And you still have the nerve to act like nothing ever happened I’ve no more fight I’ve only strength to admit defeat I’m left to spew my grief skyward And hope enough hear me to know Get the point stitch mouth? Keep your Mouth closed Face shut You don’t need more enemies so Clench mouth Bite tongue You have played the fool too long so Shut up Silence Give your breath some meaning and stay Locked up Stitch mouth Everyone would rather never hear you run your mouth Everybody wishes you had no more breaths to draw Everyone is hoping you will sooner die than learn that you were wrong

Face the dirt and take the spade Unearth the ground until the debt is paid The way is clear: the path is down Claim the prize that you’re not allowed Face the facts (you’ll never) Face the facts (you’ll never) Face the facts This is all your fault Face the facts (you’ll never) Face the facts (you’ll never) Face the facts It’s not enough Eat the words that you’ve spoken Repair the ground that you’ve broken Face the facts It’s all your fault Face the facts It will never be enough Down is down Dig your grave Down is down Dig your grave Panic is the punishment awaiting at the bottom of the breach Idle hands embrace the presence of the devil’s reach So tell me why does all the work I’ve done feel worse than hell itself? It drags me through the water Burns me in the fire I’m too far to try again Too late Face the facts Dirt bath Dirt bath Down is down Dig your grave Down is down Dig your grave dirt bath Down is down Dig your grave Down is down Dig your grave Now I’m sure the reason all my efforts to get this rage out of my head Are the product of the state of constant dread That’s gonna stop me doing all the things I love to do Push me into depression Mental repression No way to be free of the pain I am waiting on the clock It will never be enough Down is down Dig your grave Down is down Dig your grave dirt bath Down is down Dig your grave Down is down Dig your grave Dirt bath

This regret will eat me up Swallow me whole and spit me to the dirt I have moved on in every way but one And that’s the thought that I could change what I’ve done Was I not special? Was I not worth it? Maybe there was something that I couldn’t see It’s left me with the thought that it wasn’t meant to be I have to stop wearing myself out Over things that are dead and gone About a failure from the start Overthink Compensate I’ll go in peace I just wish I could have made it work Ignore the rose bouquet That sits in front of your doorway Someday Looks like I’m out of luck The stems had wilted from the ground up Give up Let it die Let it die Kill it before I think I even wanted it At first I thought that I needed you And then I realized that I was missing you All is said and done I was an afterthought A burden on your mind a minor obstacle I had all the time to find the words to say I argued with the side of me that wouldn’t cave Tried to offer everything I had to you Too much too early nothing left to prove Overthink Compensate I’ll go in peace I just wish I could have made it work Ignore the rose bouquet That sits in front of your doorway Someday Looks like I’m out of luck The stems had wilted from the ground up Give up You didn’t need to say a word So you didn’t but I never learn I didn’t have to burn myself with rage And I tore the page You were walking a race I was trying to run Grew an appetite at a table of none Let it die Let it die Let it die Let it die Die Die Die Die

I’m living a lie For once I cannot find the fault in myself Maybe it all demonstrates that I’m afraid of what you’d think Just enough to make me wish it didn’t have to be I cannot stay or live the way I want to live The hope I have is fading fast The path I walk wasn’t meant to last I have this guilt drenched feeling that this lie Will one day slip outside my grasp I have this guilt drenched feeling deep inside You will not live to see subside I’ll save my speech I’ll save my speech for those who wouldn’t care ‘Cause I know they wouldn’t think I’d ever dare To them I’m still the same But to you I’m one to blame My breath remains encumbered I pray your days are numbered Guilty Your consciousness Guilty The evidence Guilty No confidence in how you lie Guilty You will live in shame You will hide your face You’re a fake until you die Given it’s the path I chose I hardly find the humor in the challenge that I picked out for myself it’s cruel this irony I killed a lie to live my own I have this guilt drenched feeling deep inside That this is not the worst it gets I’ll save my speech for those who wouldn’t care ‘Cause I know they wouldn’t think I’d ever dare To them I’m still the same But to you I’m one to blame My breath remains encumbered I pray your days are numbered Please make it end I’ve run myself into exhaustion Please stay I want you all to know Cover your ears because it’s not your seed to sow Please stay I want you all to know Cover your ears because it’s not your seed to sow It’s not your seed to sow I’ll save my speech I’ll save my speech for those who wouldn’t care ‘Cause I know they wouldn’t think I’d ever dare To them I’m still the same But to you I’m one to blame My breath remains encumbered I pray your days are numbered I pray the day comes soon

You had to see It all unfold You had to know the pain you sowed Eager to dismiss the weight Atmosphere bears down Upon the faultless Soiled is the air that acquaints with you You rest on the sands that divide I’ve made the choice I’ve heard enough Until my last breath I have no Sorrow Sorrow I feel no shame Sorrow Sorrow The sorrow is dead in me And the sorrow stays Dead in me And the sorrow stays Dead in me I know my wrongs Like sleeping dogs I let them lie I force them down Fell into the trap to score morality I hate what I have become They’re the ones who tore me down They deserve the right to drown In my wrath Sorrow Sorrow I feel no shame Sorrow Sorrow The sorrow is dead in me (One) Let my urges grow every day (Two) Let them see the justice paid (Three) Let them breathe the air of remorse (Four) And shelter me from taking in its fumes Sorrow I feel no shame The sorrow stays Dead in me