I’m so stupid
For never thinking this would fall apart
I’m stupid
Cause all of this was broken from the start
I’m stupid
So stupid
I’m halfway brain dead
How could I have known that I’d be so misled

It takes a special kind of stupid
To miss the cues and jump headlong
Into a neatly crafted disaster
I can’t save myself
And nobody else could
Even though I thought you know me best
Turns out that was played against me fuck

No

I’m so stupid
For never thinking this would fall apart
I’m stupid
Cause all of this was broken from the start
I’m stupid
So stupid
I’m halfway brain dead
Cannot forgive myself
I’m so misled

Call me foolish
You would not be wrong
Ignorance has been a crutch too long
I’ve woken up enough that I can tell
Something’s not right
But I’ll swallow this pill

I can’t save myself
I lack the words to fight it back
I remain impaired until I’m forced to fucking crack

I’m so stupid
For never thinking this would fall apart
I’m stupid
Cause all of this was broken from the start
I’m stupid
So stupid
I’m halfway brain dead
Cannot forgive myself
I’m so misled

I’m stupid
Because of course I’d play the part
I’m stupid
Because you played this game too smart
I’m stupid
So stupid
I’m fucking brain dead
I am so disgusted that it got this way

What in God’s name is the point of it at all?
I know it too well that I’ve no one left to call
Why would I walk a mile in your shoes
When I can’t figure out how to step in my own

I’m so stupid; I fail to see the ways I’m ruining my own life
It’s hard enough putting one foot in front of the other
I cannot look ahead because I can’t stop looking back
I cannot fucking win

I’m so stupid
For thinking this could never fall apart
I’m stupid
For acting like it’s going to be okay
I’m stupid
So stupid
Completely brain dead
How could I have known that I’d be so misled

I’m so stupid
For never thinking this would fall apart
I’m stupid
Cause all of this was broken from the start
I’m stupid
So stupid
I’m too far gone